Sorry I haven’t posted in like, forever. I’m thinking of deleting tbh. Just been feeling like shit a lot lately, so now most of my time is taken up by going to the gym or feeling totally miserable and unmotivated. Hence no posts.
5 people from tumblr i’d invite to a sleepover - oh my god haha! um, chocolatechipdeathstar because he’s one of my best friends irl and he’s absolutely hilarious, itsjustgemma because again, know her irl and she’s amazing and would bring wine, joebspecial just because, kayoiau-kokoro because she seems really sweet, and shutupphoebe because i haven’t seen her in aaages.
lyrics - “i’m sick and tired, of always being sick and tired”
someone i’ve been with a while/hot stranger - already answered thiss :)
best friend dating an ex - tbh i have a fair few close friends who’ve taken it upon themselves to go there :L but my best best friend? i’d probably laugh :L
last sexual experience - with the boyf, at his. beyond awesome.
someone i’ve been with a while/hot stranger - aljfadsfa iunno. if the hot stranger was REALLY hot and good in bed, why not? :L but with someone you’ve been with a while, you get to know each other and each other’s bodies and stuff, and then if you try something different, it always stands out more. i’ve never really been a one-night-stand kind of person tbh.
rating out of 10 - oh god. i’m gonna do them in order without names haha.
1 - can’t really remember tbh, it was a long time ago, and i had nothing to measure it against at the time
2 - 6 - knew what he was doing but pretty uninteresting
taken. uhh, he’s called ricky, i’ve been going with him for 3 and a half months or something like that, he’s been my best friend for like, 2 years, and i’ve liked him literally since the day i met him. i have a friend called jake, and ricky and jake were in the same friendship group at secondary school, and i was looking through jake’s pictures (BEBO DAYS LOL) of year 11 prom and ricky was in some of them, and even though i’d never even heard of him before he just really stood out to me. and it’s taken 2 years since then to convince him i’m amazing ;) i’m going to see him later :)
“When all by myself, I can think of all kinds of clever remarks, quick comebacks to what no one said, and flashes of witty sociability with nobody. But all of this vanishes when I face someone in the flesh: I lose my intelligence, I can no longer speak, and after half an hour I just feel tired. Talking to people makes me feel like sleeping. Only my ghostly and imaginary friends, only the conversations I have in my dreams, are genuinely real and substantial.”—(via notsoscrumptious)
it’s amazing how the ending of a night can change your perspective of how good/bad a night it was. even if most of it has been really good, something can happen right at the end and you’ll remember it as a shit awful night. quite interesting really.